it's cold out i can't feel my fingers your beautiful smile and voice still lingers like clouds of breath in the frigid air scrape the ice from my windshield thank God, we forgave and healed the car cranks over and over and over again today it's so hard to get started i'm trudging through the sludge of feelings i don't want to feel i want to run from the gun of sadness i can cheat but the truth deep within is i miss you 'n me my warm boots crunch through the snow we both knew